Loyal-Tee

It’s confusing, but not surprising, to see myself cast as the villain in situations where, in reality, I played a supportive role. I know I helped, stepped in where I could, and was relied on in ways that mattered — and yet, at the same time, I’m criticized for “lacking” guidance while growing up-- as though that was ever my choice.

But in truth, this kind of bullying happened because I chose to follow Allah’s guidance and live by the criteria He set for me to purify myself and draw closer to Him. I’m not seeking any reward; I’m just receptive to His guidance and do my part in delivering what He decreed, because my only intention has always been to protect my sincerity in what matters most and for the people who matter most. And in that, I became a template — something Allah knew would naturally emerge as a reflection of history itself, as reflected in Quran “And indeed We sent Musa (Moses) with Our Ayat (proofs, evidences, verses, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.) saying: ‘Bring out your people from darkness into light, and remind them of the annals (days) of Allah. Truly, in this there are Ayat (proofs, evidences, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.) for every patient, thankful (person).’”

I’ve been accused of mindless cheating too, but Alhamduillah my life speaks for itself: it’s only exposing others for who they really are, not me. I’m like a crash test dummy, judged even for being born, while the people closest to me still try to belittle me — yet their emotional abuse only shows how deeply they fear losing me.

Allah created me this way for a reason — a “neutral nanny” by His design. That’s why He emphasized that I carry something from the spirit of Fatima Zahra: patience, self‑sacrifice, and quiet endurance. And why He placed me in a life that feels pressured and hidden in the dark, yet appears “fake but helpful” in the light.

Because at the end of the day, I live expecting to meet Allah, inshaAllah. And I always tried to build a life that’s natural, straightforward, and doesn’t run on conditions — a steady flow that doesn’t need rainchecks. Allah is the All‑Seeing; He knows what’s real and what isn’t. And everyone who says I'm fake, just hates that I was always real.

Quran 26:165-175

165. "Do you go in unto the males of the 'Alamin (mankind),
166. "And leave those whom Allah has created for you to be your wives? Nay, you are a trespassing people!"

167. They said: "If you cease not, O Lut (Lot)! Verily, you will be one of those who are driven out!"

168. He said: "I am, indeed, of those who disapprove with severe anger and fury your (this evil) action."

169. "My Lord! Save me and my family from what they do."

170. So We saved him and his family, all,
171. Except an old woman (his wife) among those who remained behind.

172. Then afterward We destroyed the others.

173. And We rained on them a rain (of stones). And how evil was the rain of those who had been warned!

174. Verily, in this is indeed a sign, yet most of them are not believers.

175. And verily! Your Lord, He is indeed the All-Mighty, the Most Merciful.

  Quran 29:30-69

29:30
He said: "My Lord! Give me victory over the people who are Mufsidun (those who commit great crimes and sins, oppressors, tyrants, mischief-makers, corrupters)."

31
And when Our Messengers came to Ibrahim (Abraham) with the glad tidings, they said: "Verily, We are going to destroy the people of this (Lut's) town (i.e. the town of Sodom in Palestine); truly, its people have been Zalimun (wrong-doers, polytheists and disobedient to Allah, and have also belied their Messenger Lut (Lot))."

32
Ibrahim (Abraham) said: "But there is Lut (Lot) in it." They said: "We know better who is in it. We will verily, save him (Lut (Lot)) and his family, except his wife; she will be of those who remain behind."

33
And when Our Messengers came to Lut (Lot), he was grieved on account of them and felt himself powerless (to protect) them. They said: "Fear not, nor grieve! Truly! We shall save you and your family, except your wife; she will be of those who remain behind.

34
Verily, We are about to bring down on the people of this town a great torment from the sky, because they have been rebellious (disobedient to Allah) (by doing crimes and sins, etc.).

35
And indeed, We have left thereof an evident Ayah (a lesson, a sign, etc.) for a folk who understand.

36
And to Madyan (Midian), (We sent) their brother Shu’aib. He said: "O my people! Worship Allah and fear the Last Day, and do not commit evil on the earth, spreading corruption."

37
But they belied him, so the earthquake seized them, and they lay (dead), prostrate in their homes.

38
And (We destroyed) 'Ad and Thamud (people)! And from (their destruction), (their destroyed dwellings) clearly appear to you (i.e. they are still there), and Shaitan (Satan) made their deeds fair-seeming to them and turned them away from the (Right) Path, though they were intelligent.

39
And (We destroyed also) Qarun (Korah), Fir’aun (Pharaoh), and Haman. And indeed Musa (Moses) came to them with clear proofs, but they were arrogant in the land, yet they could not outstrip (Us, i.e. escape Our punishment).

40
So We punished each (of them) for his sins; of them were some on whom We sent Hasib (a violent wind with shower of stones), and of them were some who were overtaken by As-Saihah (torment - awful cry, etc.), and of them were some whom We caused the earth to swallow, and of them were some whom We drowned. It was not Allah Who wronged them, but they wronged themselves.

41
The likeness of those who take (false deities as) Auliya' (protectors, helpers) other than Allah is as the likeness of a spider who builds (for itself) a house; but verily, the frailest (weakest) of houses is the spider’s house – if they but knew.

42
Verily, Allah knows what things they invoke instead of Him. He is the All-Mighty, the All-Wise.

43
And these similitudes We put forward for mankind, but none will understand them except those who have knowledge (of Allah and His Signs).

44
(Allah says to His Prophet Muhammad ﷺ): Allah created the heavens and the earth with truth (and perfection). Verily! Therein is surely a sign for those who believe.

45
Recite (O Muhammad ﷺ) what has been revealed to you of the Book (the Qur'an), and perform As-Salat (the prayer). Verily, As-Salat (the prayer) prevents from Al-Fahsha' (i.e. great sins of every kind, unlawful sexual intercourse, etc.) and Al-Munkar (i.e. disbelief, polytheism, and every kind of evil wicked deed, etc.) and the remembering (praising) of (you by) Allah (in front of the angels) is greater indeed [than your remembering (praising) of Allah in prayers, etc.], and Allah knows what you do.

46
And argue not with the people of the Scripture (Jews and Christians), unless it be in (a way) that is better (with good words and in good manner, inviting them to Islamic Monotheism with His Verses), except with such of them as do wrong; and say (to them): "We believe in that which has been revealed to us and revealed to you; our Ilah (God) and your Ilah (God) is One (i.e. Allah), and to Him we have submitted (as Muslims)."

47
And thus We have sent down the Book (the Qur'an) to you (O Muhammad ﷺ). And those whom We gave the Scripture [the Taurat (Torah) and the Injeel (Gospel)] believe therein, as also do some of these (who are present with you now). And none but the disbelievers reject Our Ayat (proofs, evidence, verses, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.).

48
Neither did you (O Muhammad ﷺ) read any book before it (this Qur'an), nor did you write any book (whatsoever) with your right hand. In that case, indeed, the followers of falsehood might have doubted.

49
Nay, but they, the clear Ayat [i.e. the description and the qualities of Prophet Muhammad ﷺ written like verses in the Taurat (Torah) and the Injeel (Gospel) etc.] are preserved in the breasts of those who are given knowledge (from the scriptures). And none but the Zalimun (polytheists and wrongdoers, etc.) deny Our Ayat (proofs, evidences, verses, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.).

50
And they say: "Why are not signs sent down to him from his Lord?" Say: "The signs are only with Allah, and I am only a plain warner."

51
Is it not sufficient for them that We have sent down to you the Book (the Qur'an) which is recited to them? Verily, herein is mercy and a reminder (or an admonition) for a people who believe.

52
Say (to them, O Muhammad ﷺ): "Sufficient is Allah for a witness between me and you. He knows what is in the heavens and on earth." And those who believe in falsehood, and disbelieve in Allah, it is they who are the losers.

53
And they ask you to hasten on the torment (for them), and had it not been for a term appointed, the torment would certainly have come to them. And surely, it will come upon them suddenly while they perceive not!

54
They ask you to hasten on the torment. And verily, Hell, of a surety, will encompass the disbelievers.

55
On the Day when the torment (Hell-fire) shall cover them from above them and from underneath their feet, and it will be said: "Taste what you used to do."

56
O My slaves who believe! Certainly, spacious is My earth. Therefore worship Me (Alone).

57
Everyone shall taste death. Then unto Us you shall be returned.

58
And those who believe (in the Oneness of Allah — Islamic Monotheism) and do righteous good deeds, to them We shall surely give lofty dwellings in Paradise, under which rivers flow, to live therein forever. Excellent is the reward for the workers.

59
Those who are patient, and put their trust (only) in their Lord (Allah).

60
And many a moving (living) creature carries not its own provision! Allah provides for it and for you. And He is the All-Hearer, All-Knower.

61
And if you were to ask them: "Who has created the heavens and the earth and subjected the sun and the moon?" They will surely reply: "Allah." How then are they deviating (as polytheists and disbelievers)?

62
Allah enlarges the provision for whom He wills of His slaves, and straitens it for whom (He wills). Verily, Allah is the All-Knower of everything.

63
And if you were to ask them: "Who sends down water (rain) from the sky, and gives life therewith to the earth after its death?" They will surely reply: "Allah." Say: "All the praises and thanks be to Allah!" Nay, most of them have no sense.

64
And this life of the world is nothing but play and amusement. Verily, the home of the Hereafter, that is the life indeed (i.e. the eternal life that will never end), if they but knew.

65
And when they embark on a ship, they invoke Allah, making their faith pure for Him only, but when He brings them safely to land, behold, they give a share of their worship to others.

66
So as to be ungrateful for that (safety) which We have given them, and that they may enjoy (for a while)! But they will come to know.

67
Have they not seen that We have made (Makkah) a secure sanctuary, while men are being snatched away from all around them? Do they then believe in falsehood, and deny (become ingrate) for the Graces of Allah?

68
And who does more wrong than he who invents a lie against Allah or denies the truth (Muhammad ﷺ and his doctrine of Islamic Monotheism and this Qur'an), when it comes to him? Is there not in Hell an abode for disbelievers?

69
As for those who strive hard in Us (Our Cause), We will surely guide them to Our Paths (i.e. Allah's religion - Islamic Monotheism). And verily, Allah is with the Muhsinun (good doers).